KazWheeler

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What’s the point of living
Just to suffer

why am I here...

my life means nothing...

I briefly apologize for the absence on my deviantart. I haven’t been feeling well emotionally and physically so I’ll just stop and explain what’s been going on.

1. Winter Exams
This should be expected. I’m about to go on winter break but I have to worry about my final exams. My grades aren’t doing so good so I have to focus on the exams meaning I’ll have to study like crazy for it. Meaning no art for the next week.

2. Emotionally not okay
This is a big one. Over the weekend, I have actually considered committing suicide. I started to think negatively of myself, I started to believe I was a burden to my group of friends, I started to think I wasn’t good enough. I just wasn’t okay. I’m not gonna be an attention whore here but...I have vivid memories of my childhood...nothing but abuse and me dealing with my asthma. However, I’m now okay. Thanks to the support from Kornuko and one of my close friends now. I’m now getting help to assist me through my depression.

3. Splatoon 2 takes up 90% of my time
This should be obvious coming from my 600+ hours on Splatoon 2. Everyday I waste my life on this game. I even forget that I could draw too sometimes. Hehe. Although I still need to finish my MAP part for Nini-the-kitten and finish gifts for friends for Christmas. Other then that. Everything in my art status besides commissions are closed.

So. There...hopefully this explains enough. I’m not gonna be on still. After my exams I’ll be free to do. Also I know it’s my one year anniversary for my deviantart. I might do something for it I’m not sure

anyway bye

Alright alright. I guess I should talk about this. Cuz it's been a while since I had to talk about a serious topic.

1. Requests will cancelled

Yes. I am so sorry to do this but I will have to cancel the remaining requests left from the monthly requests. I'm overwhelmed with school, a animation MAP part I need to complete, and gifts I have to finish before Christmas. I wanna cancel these so that I'll have time to actually worry about my performance in school and etc.

2. My Time Managment

Okay. People will get mad at me for this but...I spend 90% of my time playing on my Nintendo Switch and or talking to my friends or Kornuko leaving me with no time in my day to draw. I mean...the other 10% of my times varies. Either drawing or busy with my chores or other stuff. My schoolwork takes up most of my time Monday - Thursday leaving me no time to work on my drawing stuff.

So...yep. I am so sorry. I apologize to the ones waiting for requests. Forgive me, I'll get to those requests in the future IF I am not overbooked with other stuff to deal with.

(Talking to       )

This is only used so I can keep track of my things to do 

0/5 - Not Started

1/5 - Sketch

2/5 - Lineart

3/5 - Coloring

4/5 - Effects

5/5 - DONE

+ | Requests | +

~ - Coloring 3/5

~ - Sketch 1/5

~ - Sketch 1/5

~ - Not Started 0/5

~ - Not Started 0/5

~ - Not Started 0/5

~ - Not Started 0/5

~ - Not Started

+ | Art Trades | +

None

+ | Collabs | +

None

+ | Gifts | +

None

+ | Waiting on | +

~ - Art Trade